school's over

Well, this is long overdue.
School has finished, graduated almost two weeks ago,
WOW, solid studying since. NOT...
well, made some progress, did some exams and notes and stuff
but nothing nothing compared to others
Here's some pics I took during the last week
Looking back, I should've taken more, missed peoples
Yes it was a fun fun week, cross-dressing, pyjama day, water fight.
Didn't hit me until after the flashmob dance thing and we all got and stage and started hugging and crying. Seeing someone, who in your 8 years of knowing them cry, it just alskjfalkjdf, sad.

In English, my buddies. They're so generous, kind and smart. yup, trying to be gangsta on cross-dressing day, and there's me just smiling like a lunatic.

so N, thanks for all the advice and fun times. Thank you for like talking to me when I was at my downest point in yr 12, and thanks for the motivation and encouraging words.

A, what a funny person you are. Thanks for being there and helping me out with stuff(:

OMG, A. Yikes. my Yr7 maths buddy. 

We will always have those memories of eating pretzels and going high in maths with jerry and singing frere jacques. When we reminisced about it after grad, it finally hit me, after 6 years, we've reached the end.Thanks for the fun times. Your'e such a happy and kindred spirit.

BAND BUDDIES

(: (: Everyone is sooo caring and energetic and unique. It's been a fun 6 years

Defrost and the Family(:

HEEHEEEHEEEE

THANKS(:

Yes, many more photos....

Thing is, we'll keep in touch
and we'll probably bump into each other in uni
or we'll find each other again in the randomest of places.


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CHEEEEEEEEESEEEE...... cake (:

well, time passes by really quickly.
Haven't bothered to blog in a while.
uumm yeah, now there's like 9/10 is h days of school left
 WOW

sooo yeah.
this term.
trial results hahahahaa. what a fail whale
uummm submitted VA major work (:
chilling and attempting to get into a study regime again
Spring Fling
Fun night outs
Random family dinners (: caught a train to Kogarah
and hhmmmm
and uni open days
meet many people again (: Carmela, Daniel, Sally and Silvia and Sachin and Aravind
having fun being the only baulko kid sitting in lectures, sussing out potential classmates (:
and, OMG we went to see the ballet, not sure if I mentioned it, Russian dance company performing Anna Karenina. SOOO amazing, the dexterity and the flexibility and the passion. Some moments of extreme emotion, but yeah it was sooo amazing executed, though at times I couldn't feel the sense of betrayal or passion. The end was gooooooood.

Le Carnivale

Final : Body of Work (:

eheheheh, cos I was being a creeper, SOOO AMAZED with the chandelier, asked Joanne if I could take a photo(:

yeah (:

 ^ and Mother, HAPPY B-day (:

Last

(:
it was our last concert band workshop.
Hmmm, don't remember the last time I played for so long.
Ha, probably sometime last year when I was hardcore practising for 8th grade flute.
Woow, gone by so quickly.
Just like the holidays did. :/
HMHMHMHM
out of the list of things to do, managed to redo creative, reworking it atm and redoing related for AOS and the usual random maths questions and past papers. (: proud to say I actually maths, unlike several holidays ago, I was like hhmmmm, and went back to school feeling rather empty headed.
Anyway, VA due this thursday.
:( been dragging it out in terms of playing with composition, have the set up ready, now in terms of vamping it up, I'm stuck, been trying to put it off. HHHMMMM shall do it random shiz and ask hopper for advice :/

The Biennale made me go wtheck aklsjdklfjslkjfad.
I was in a pretty foul mood. I just looked at the works went WTFFFFF, tried to take it in and hhmmm, majority of the works just seemed really painful to make, and what's the word, tiresome? But I guess from afar, it has that effect of drawing you in to see what it is.

THIS ONE MADE MY COUSIN AND I TAKE A STEP BACK, quite literally, it was SMART (:
and not so tryhard OOHOOOH, in back, you can see a bit of a porcelain bust, the Ah Xian artist, I WAS LIKE laskjdflkajsdlfkjasklfj, one of my inspirations from old va idea.

and I was like Julie RRap, ZOMG it's her face, and Imants Tillers, Gordon Bennett, Ah Kee, all these dudes we looked at in class, finally can see the real thing.

Yup, these were some works in the Biennale exhibition

 carved from soap all those common household object things. It's pretty random, I guess I'm feeling really anti-contemporary art atm. I was like woiearuweakljslkjf, seriously, cardboard boxes, soap? Some old dude. Think it was talking about how in today's society we're driven by consumerist items and 'lost our way' worshipping materialistic things
Below, similar consumerist stuff, looked really painful to make.

 anyhow, it was a fun two days with my cousin, ate SOOOO MUCH. we went gelatissimo after the exhibition. And grandma was like meet up for yum cha. STUFFED ourselves.
And for dinner, had vietnamese noodles.
LOL, the next night, dinner with cousins, aunt and uncle. Had hot pot + korean BBQ.
Yup could not even move. Went out to walk.
GAHAHAHAHAHA.(:
decided to take cousin to area in winston hills where you can looking down onto new housing estate area.
FKLSJFLSKJDF, dog in the dark started darking. JUMPED and gahhhhhh, jolted me awake and didn't even get to appreciate the view. Was like RUN TO THE OTHER SIDE.

(:


yay.
ready for a term of lasts.



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THE ART OF CREEPING(:

HELLO THERE
I'm back, a rather unproductive week, and YAY all the work I managed to do today was an ext 2 paper, even though I've been up since 8.
:/ It worries me knowing people out there with hardcore study regimes waking up in the wee hours of the morning to do more work.
AHHH alskjflkdjaf, too much procrastination.
anyhow, I thought I mastered the art of creeping (:
weekend dinner with cousins, ATE SOOO MUCH. Stomach was exploding.
just random pics of babies (:
no I did not take them

(:

So cute.

YUP my face was like :)))))) and the kid saw me. And I swished my head so fast, cringing. ahh man caught in the act.

AHH wells.

x,

Far out

HHMMM.

Far out. So unproductive.

Have not even started studying alksjflkjasdlkfj

So hard when you've got a bro, gaming away on his desk next to yours.

Seriously, " OOHH YES, SEEXY YES.... COUNTER JUNGLE, GANK GANK GANK HIM" 

weird laughter. "ORGASMS..... GET THE..."

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okay.

yeah

camp was a nice break from everything.

LASER TAG, we were wondering how it was going to work.

It was pretty good(:

and then the treasure hunt. 

That was good, it was bushwalking, should have stretched and worn actual sport shoes.

But it was fun, reached this place backing up into someone's backyard.

And saw a water/creek thing.

Haha, the disco. hhmmm goood on you for dancing non-stop A!

And then ahhhh, the night.

Doing who knows what...

OOOH, THANKS FOR THE LETTERS(:

Felt soo cosy and heartwarming, shall write some up

Finally got some sleep at 3:30

HMMM, the motivation speaker. Same guy from year 10, same story, same jokes, same dream 1.1, 1.2,1.3 thing. Hmmm, I didn't feel as motivated as last time. But what I came across, and what I've been feeling recently, are these changes. The night before English, Ext Maths, I was stranded in Chatswood. HAHAHA, Dad forgot to pick me up. But I wasn't sure, so I trekked to the shop to see if he was there, then back and alkdfjalskjf. Could not reach him on the phone. Yup, my yr 11 self would have broke down on the street crying. Maybe I've lost ambition, motivation. I don't think that's it.

I can see beyond this year. 

I will help in villages, build schools and homes. That's one thing on my list

US(:, last moments before leaving collaroy

I shall try to get some work done :/

HAHAHA, went home on friday, slept from 5 in the afternoon, til 6 the next day. Family did not bother waking me up. Needless to say, I was HUNGRYSLDKFJSKDLJF

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HHMMPPHHHH

AGAHHAHAHAHAHAH, still attempting to finish resisted motion homework.

G G

and then more maths, revise for next week.

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GAH

I shall stop myself from teeenn angst raging. GARRRRRR

just sooo tired of people going, soo what'd you get for .... blahblah. Ohh that's alright, you do better next time. GAHHHHH

aslkdfjslkjafljf shall not rage.

reached this sense of calmness about the months ahead. As long as I try my hardest, just improve and understand stuff, I will be content. And if I get the above 99 atar with that, I shall take it happily, otherwise, whatever's cool.

Last Saturday, we went to VIVID SYDNEY. totes what a hsc-student should do. CHILL OUT IN THE CITY ON A SATURDAY NIGHT (:

took some photos, and my dad brought his tripod and canon dslr and took professional photos (:

these are my photos :

Digital Wattle

le MCA, shaky photo :/

one of the quirky installations near the end of the walk

yup, we went there early, and left before it got crazy, near Circular Quay train station, SOOO crowded.
So much people.


yuh, and the chem excursion, practical bit at usyd was fun pretty awesome, seeing the infrared spectroscopy and the atomic absorption thing in real life, instead of looking at diagrams in a textbook. I like the ambience of the campus, even though Y and I got lost along our way from Redfern.


anyhow, gotta finish that maths, and then more maths and hopefully a little of english.


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MAD COW

Yay, modern assessment over.
Night of temporary freedom as I attempt more motion questions :/ and hahaha
catch up on the history I lag behind on.
 Yuh, housewarming party on sunday night.
Stayed in their game room/home threatre thing to study.
hahaha
with my bro, who was studying science and mad cow diseases
That was not where my title came from though.

This morning waiting for the bus, I peered over to the paddock and there was a cow.
When I turned back later it was eating grass on the other side of the wired fence
I was like SDLKFJSDLKFJSDLKJFSDF, now STOP EATING IT, YOU'LL CHOKE
and then
WOOAH MAN, what a smart cow, it tilted its head to the side and shoved its head back in.

yeah, cool story right? face palm, told Y this today and she was like right... cool..eheheh


FACE PALMING, literally when J was talking about the horror movie about this guy going to this hotel where weird things happen and it ends up being a dream or was it? DUN DUN DUN




should actually get a bit of hw done .



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Remember Me

Hmmmm
english was hmmm
it's done and dusted, the listening part, did not time manage and was like whhaa 1 min left and had just started the 2nd part.

Oh wells.
came home and chilled
quite literally, watched Remember Me.
hhmmm, RP was actually pretty good. The emotional turmoil and the connections between the characters.
Should have known it was building to something. The ending alksdjfklasjflkfj I was like alksfjaklsjdfklsjf the date on the board. DUM DUM DUM.

ah wells, now to work on modern
I was like alskjfklasjdfkl it's 10:44 already?
but then again I slept til like 8 soo that kind of explains it.



cheers

alskdjfaskljf

okay picture spam,I love how I decide to blog when the following week there's an english assessment and I just trying my hardest to avoid writing up practice essay. GAHHHHH why am I so chill despite it being soo soon, it is a bit unnerving.

Well, today last athletics carnival, that's six years gone of athletics carnivals

WOOWWW

hhmmm, came to school thinking there was morning class. Spent the morning trying to figure out this one question with D

hhhmmm, lol cringeworthy moments...

listening to L talk about how he in primary would run up to his friend's bigger sister and sing her creepy songs, reminded me of when I ran up to a friend's little bro and chased him and fully OOHHHED and AAHHH ed his cuteness. What a weirdo I was back then. 

right, I shallgo over shmotion theory and attempt to put together the 2nd half of the essay

though, I got to say rather content I managed to finished va essay yesterday and half and english essay (:

should start history essay sooon :/

anyhow, DAY 11 of my path to happiness campaign

'I will accept people .....' -read the book (:

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gooosh-rant

alskjfskldfjaljf, hhhmmmphhh, 

marks, ranks what will they even mean in a year's time. FARRRRR, just sick of the whole, oooohhh soo what rank/mark did you get, oohh top 20, 30 or 50? oohhh that's good. alskjdfkljflaskdjfdf

I don't even know what I care.alkdjakljf that made no sense

well, 19 more days of the happy campaign, hopefully by then I will have aced the skill of positive thinking and attained a sense of self acceptance and the ability to not angst as much

thankyou for the book (:

carving

yuh, been a while

(:

sadfkljasdlkfjalfj
that is how I feel
not in a bad way though
sladkfjsdlfkj kate tsui is coming to sydney
AHHHHHHH



slkfjalkdjflakjd

I want old school stuff
you know, writing letters and stuff
and alskdfjslkfjsdf

being able to express self and connect with nature and ...


aslkdfjslkadfjd

hhmmmm

If only

if only,

we did things 

if only

night

GOOD LUCK

gahhh I nneeeed it

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update (:

yup, long time no blog.

Heheehee, and a very good time to start blogging right? when you're like two nights away from the start of exam period :/

been a bit overwhelmed by everything lately

just slightly a bit, like getting up in the morning and feeling lakejriwoejrlskjf wretching 

and gahhh, beeen a sulky person lately.

Apologies for being such a sulk lately.

And thankyou everyone for cheering me up.

And talking to me, showing you care (:

who's excited for A's epic rainbow sunshine...pony club, afternoons of listening to disney music?

here's some pics from swimming carnival 

hee, B(:

oh epic jump photo, N and S

and the reallly reallly special V day gifts from A and K

THANKYOU (:

if things don't go to plan

I could always become a flight attendant, hahaha

It would be such a cool job,flying off to different countries.

hhmm, architecture hopefully (:

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Embrace

So I spent the night reading stuff about genitals and lewd positions of dolls and stuff.

Hahaha, not a creeper, totally relevant to my essay.

Sigh, I don't have a way with words, go so mind blown by the analysis of Sherman's Sex Pictures

The missing part of the genital which allows us to see the hollowness of the doll represents the male blahblahblah ......

I was like that is stretching it, even if Sherman was attempting to revert the gaze and challenge the stereotypical portrayal of women as vulnerable and dependent.

and just now I was reading about Neshat and the inextricable between art and politics in her work, having exiled from Iran and returning to see the changes after the Revolution. hehee modern history stuff we did last year (:

I've seen it a few times, always thought the weird circular shapes were odd earrings. And then today.
 its a gun
The whole mood of the picture changed.

(:
Tutored someone in maths today with the help of weird epping bus buddy, hahaha
It was good, and I hope she understood

other than that
YAY
finished va essay
must do english.




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Spontaniety

yeah, haven't blogged in a while.
School's started.
Hahaha, and assessments are soon

Feeling like a marshmallow
getting mushed and salivated and chewed about
Ahhh...


People seem stressed,tired
some are happy and cheery
but, do you really have to vent it out on others?

AKDJSDLKFJ


anyhow.
15 Central Park West.
WHAT A COOOOL PLACE TO LIVE.
A resort, as opposed to a house. What a lucky person
Billionaire family. Sigh.
In the master bedroom, its designed so you can watch the sunrise from bed.
Ahhhh..
check out the pics
http://smh.domain.com.au/photogallery/best-address-modern/15-central-park-west-new-york-penthouse-20111121-1nqga.html?selectedImage=0


We all go through bouts of emotion.
The angst, the happy, the HIGH, the LOW
and the unpredictable and undeterminable
It's what makes us human, to be able to feel these emotions.
At times, it can become unbearable, but without experiencing it, our experience of happiness and contentment won't being of happiness and contentment.

(:
Valentine's day, witnessed how unromantic my parents are.
me: so dad, did you buy mum any flowers?
dad: yeaaah, the cauliflower.
me: wtheck = =

Berries

Does eating berries make you fart?

hahaha you don't want to know

heheh,
cos I chucked in soome raspberries, mulberries,blueberries and grapes, crushed them into a mush
and ate it (; I wish, I looked soooo dodgy soo I added some icecream and milk. BERRY MILKSHAKE (:
yum yum 
here's some cool stuff about berries.
-good fibre
-antioxidants

Strawberries contain more vitamin C in a one-cup serving than one orange, and are particularly high in folic acid.
How to serve: Top with Cool Whip Lite for a low-calorie dessert or dip in melted low-fat brie cheese.

Blueberries contain 20 types of anthocyanin – antioxidants that give berries their blue-violet and red colors. Other berries contain only three to four.
How to serve: Toss a handful on cereals and yogurt, blend into smoothies or put on a bagel with cream cheese.

Blackberries, Raspberries, Boysenberries each contains 8 g of fiber in one cup, one-third the daily recommended amount (25 g).
How to serve: Blend them with 100-percent fruit juice and heat to make a sauce for lean meats, like fish and chicken.

Cranberries not only combat urinary tract infections by preventing Escherichia coli bacteria from sticking to cells in the urinary tract, but they also are a natural probiotic, supporting healthy bacteria that grow in the gastrointestinal tract and aiding in digestion.
How to serve: Add a cup of fresh or frozen cranberries to bread recipes. Toss dried cranberries in salads or trail mixes. -http://www.arthritistoday.org/nutrition-and-weight-loss/healthy-eating/good-food/berries-benefits.php

yum yum.

YUH YUH, sooooooon gahhh

:/

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I AM GOING TO CRY NOW


FARRRRRR
something wrong with doc format and now it says it corrupted and will not open
that's my creative story GOOOOOONEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE


FARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

AHHHHHH

heeeheee...
ILLUSIONISTS- went to see it yesterday
it was gooood, awesome music.. sooo loud and gooood spots. It was like the back row of the frontermost section, sooo we could seeeeee and we weren't tooo close, otherwise we may have been chosen for spontaneous tricks.
The Trickster was sooo funny.
And the mentalist dude. hmmmmm, it was interesting, how could have have predicted all three things.
And when the escapologist guy was doing his trick, the rooom went sooo quiet.
AHHHHH
and the gentleman dude with doves and who else, the anti-conjuror- first trick was really iickkky and cool at the same time, soo funny in the i'm not trying to creep you out KABOOOM hahha way.
and the grand illusionist--- that trick was cooool.

yuh, magic (: since I don't know how it works, it's coool, will leave me spellbound, it'd suck to you know, know how everything works, no degree of suspension of disbelief.
yeah no cameras, but I didn't know at the beginning and took a photo of the stage (:

yup, pretty coool stuff (:

ahhhh, sigh in the midst of freaking out about school starting I managed to paint some stuff, possibly for my BOW, or I'll just chuck it as diary work 

yeah, did two and they are really small. soo hard  to get detail... :( had the whole holidays to do stuff and GAHHHHHH and there's what 6 months before its due. GREAT and I was like I still have a year. G G

only thing I'm happy about, is I made my history notes (: they are in flip style format, that's right, Y! I made notes unlike last year when I didn't and kind of boombed the yearly.

YAY, chinese new yearrrrrrrrrr, year of the dragon!

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Golfer Guy

Hello there (:

had a nice walk yesterday.
Trekking around the streets going past that million dollar house, looking at the view that lachlan estate area provides. I remember going to that house for open inspection at night and it was AMAZING. The balcony, backyard it faces a depression down into more housing area, so its sooo pretty, looking at all the lights illuminating in that densely populated area. It's kind of like an ocean-view, except its a sea of lights.

yeah, GUESS WHAT?
I saw the asian golfer guy again. The guy that one day, on the bus home, he was just standing on the kerbside and swinging his golf club.
I was overcome with this troll face when I saw him

sooo yeah, I walked off, fighting off the compulsion to take a photo of him. I mean, that would have been real creepy.


anyhow, ICESKATING tomorrow hopefully, if I don't get lost
so let's do some chem and write more history notes (:



ASLKDJASLKJD
there's many movies out, that I want to watch.
War House
Sherlock Holmes
Tintin
Iron Lady
Hugo



ah wells

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Summer nights

reliving those goood old songs.
Tori Amos- Siren FAVE SONG OF THE MOMENT (:
barlowgirl- never alone
owl city-vanilla twilight.

YEAH, summer nights.
sitting around the lounge becoming a sponge, watching tv
and then freaking out 3 weeks to do all this hw, you should have been doing.

hhmmm

went for a walk today (:
refreshing(:

my get fit regime, failing, sooo I'll make a pact to walk/run for about half an hour each day.



cheers (:

HAPPY NEW YEAR(:

we went to balls head to see the fireworks, funny name!
hahahahhaa.
it was really goood,  watching the fireworks from a different perspective, and sharing the moment with friends, as opposed to being at family friend's house and watching it from their balcony..
sooo fun (:

and I was going to stay at home and sleep. hahahaha
they so pretty and just watching the different colours explode and shiz it makes you smile (:

pictures (:

yay, another year's gone by, may the coming year bring us happiness, health and success.


yesterday, barbecue and dinner party, slept late.
cos my aunt was watching the annual concert thing, in Vienna Hall, broadcasted on SBS.
sooo they slept over (:
hahahaha, fun fun, my cousin listening to rap whilst trying to sleep.
and just chatted about random stuff, until booom, you fall alseep and stop talking.
and woke up soooo late today, 10:30, but then again we slept late.






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