YAY IT'S OVER

Haven't been able to blog about the post hsc euphoria.

Yay, when the examiner said it was pens down, and the six of us stopped writing and grinned happily.
YAY.

and then its was crazy days of partying and trying to find a formal dress and other formal stuff
and booking for hair and makeup.
Yesterday started clearing out the books.
The awkward moment when your study area is messier than it was than during the HSC.
And then there's the sentimental moments when you are bidding Rasputin and Khomeini goodbye as you try to ignore that voice in the back of your head, 'hey maybe when you can't sleep, you can read about khomeini or rasputin...
no...
I realised how much trees my subjects killed. History. All these assessments where we were given a big fat booklet with everything we need in it and handfuls of sheets every lesson. And visual arts, both eakins and hopper handing out sheets in handfuls. So sentimental too, ended up recycling most sheets but kept the big fat pink booklet thinking I may read it for the lols.

Still so much more to clear out. Studied in like four rooms... sooo been trying to shift everything into one place and sort out.


OHOH, signout day tomorrow(:



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...

That awkward moment you scream HELLOOOO into the phone, thinking its your mum



and its your principal.



...

GAHHHHH, really need to focus and read up on VA

6/7

YEAH

almost there.

And then a few months of partying, finding a job or something and rekindling passion for what's ahead.

Will follow with a reminscing post after VA is finished.
But yeah, I'm not even sure if I want to go ahead with the architecture dream.



anyway,
must read up on VA now.



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almost there

never actually celebrated halloween before
yesterday made me realise how it's been a year already

a year ago, I probably blogged about this.
31/10/2012 was halloween
and dad was driving me back home from tutoring in his van.
and he was wearing his thick framed black frame glasses.
We turn into the home coming stretch and he sees children trick or treating.
Being the cool, friendly dude he is, he waves enthusiastically at them.
Not scary at all, but the LOLs I got, staring at the mother's reaction as as considered what it looked like from her perspective.

anyway, 1 week from now, I'll have finished VA and went out to eat some ICECREAM. Have not eaten it since the HSC started.

anyway, productive night tonight...
attempted to draw a picture of Salvador Dali.

Salvador Dali: 3B pencil sketch !

Ahhh, back in the days of yr 9 art theory, we were introduced to his "Persistence of Memory"

This time next week, will have finished VA hsc.

(:



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Sigh of Relief

OMG, it's over.
Modern History is history, HARHAR.
It was alright, ww1 okay, Trotsky okay. Russia should be alright and Cold War was not as bad as I thought it'd be, since I did an essay plan to a question pretty much the same as that.

So.
After days and days of reading just history stuff and not sleeping properly in the anticipation.
I drew (:

One day I hope I will come past streets like this :

black biro, my sketchy drawings (:

Okay, so after chilling tonight, I shall CHEMISTRY tomorrow (:




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The Day before the alsjlfajlfkj

ahhh, so been spending the last few days reading and making essay plans for history.
came to the conclusion, its like doing 4 Mod-B style essays, you have to be prepped, and even when you prepped and they specify certain 'speech' and 'passage of the book' which obviously they would, then hahahaha, you are kind of bummed.

So yeah..kind of feeling anxious, worried and pissed and scared and calm at the same time.

It annoys the heck out of me when your power walking along the streets and random cars past by and honk and you and at times, random guys shout obscenities at you. Far out, one week some random just waves at you, today they shout something at you. The heck. Haven't you been taught not to talk to strangers.
ARRGGHH.
Well S, you know how when I go for a walk on the other side of park, how paranoid I get after that incident. Well it's like these days,every time I go for a walk, always in the back of my mind, scared, paranoid.
 FARRRRR, I pissed because I allow things like this to scare the heck out of me.
GAHHHH, like seriously when cars suddenly slow and park just in front of you, you're like hyperventilating,fully anticipating and scared so you run in the opposite direction.



Okay enough of the rant.
Back to reading


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4 down 3 to go

say hello to mr. rufus
wished I could get my nerd on.

3u was hhmmm, not quite what I expected. I was  like hey, this is fine, not hard.
Then progressively, my face was like alskfjaskljdf. and then you get it or you don't
Oh wells.

HISTORY TIME :/
then chem and va and WE'RE THERE



okies, will soon photos some stuff up here.Going into the city to check their art and about stuff
and yeah GAHHHHHHHHHHH, so excited for the next coming months(:



x

marny kennedy

okay
girl crush

you know that girl from Mortified, and the girl that plays Veronica in the third season of saddle club?

(:

this is photo of her by Brenner Lianna.

She's soo pretty (:

ahhhhh

ready to extension 1 it tomorrow

3 down, 4 to go

-this never fails to make me laugh


No more volumes or complex numbers
Wasn't as bad as it could have been
So glad its over

(:
the impending doom of history next week ahahahahaa
ext 1 on wednesday, should be alright

Oh wells

no more frankenrunner, red or speeches

YUP
English Adv is over
YAY

(:

no more anticipation of what the BOS would do
lucky mod b stipulated Bandler, if it were Pearson, OH MY.
that was the one I was not prepared for.

OH WELLS

now I have a pile of scrap paper
and just sheets and sheets of stuff



(:


maths time!

ARRGHGHGHG

so
GAHHHH
why is Pearson so hard to write about.
Just been sitting, attempting to string words together.
In the end, backspacing.
GAHHHHH

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and WHYYYY
history GAHHHH
must write essays.


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